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Saturday, April 07, 2007

I had a damn bad dae... i thought that everything was gonna be great cos todae my cousin is getting engaged...Feels like i'm having a dae from hell...Where it feels that i did the most biggest Sins that no one had ever made... until no one would b able to forgive me....I noe from the start i shouldn't have known jani... Cos that's where my life starting to turn topsy-turvy...I thought that if i could have the chance to turn the clock n went back to time,i would b able not to noe jani from that damn cabin camp last year!!!!.. I don't know... Cos to miie,every time i want to do something gud, it turns out to b bad... Could this b KARMA?! i dunno!!! everything in the past start to cum back to me!! I noe it's becos of my damn attituide that i become like this...Bt can't they give me a break??i'm a human too.. Cos i'm damn confused!! Cos to miie,i feel that i'm not a gurl not yet a women... I don't know i feel so heavenly broken at the same time too!!... N it will never end!!!

To me, the only wae out is to kill myself... or mayb commit suicide!!! I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE!!!!! I'M FEELING USELESS!!! I'M ALIVE FOR WAT??? TO MAKE PPL FEEL HURT??? N TO HURT THEM AT THE SAME TIME????!!! COS AT THE END, IT'S ME WHO WILL FELL THE HURT NT THEM!!!!!!!!

Bt then my dae wasn't that bad... Cos yesterdae i went for my cousin wedding... and it was so god damn fun... Everyone missed me...Even i got to know a BOY.. His nt that cute bd his so gentlemen...N guessed wat, i hold his hand yesterdae.. It was accidental i didn't do it on purpose...Let me tell u how it happend...He was carrying some heavy stuff..and i was standing infront of him... I was waiting for my mom... Cos she was inside the bride room.. Then kakak eka ask me to carry the stuff that the boy was carrying... So he passed it to me... Bt his hand was still on that stuff... Cos my mom was telling him to pass it to someone else... I feel so bad cos i thought maybe i could get to know him better...BUT, NO CHANCE!!!!!LOL... Hopefully i'll meet him on Saturdae...

Oh yah, yesterdae my baby cat died... Feel so heart broken sia...

Niwae talk to ya'll soon... Lurve: ~andriana~



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